gonna watch it tomorrow.. in german, but well.. gotta watch it in english some time later :D

<3 i think i’m gonna cry

no words can describe this heartbreakingly beautiful song.

this song makes me so melancholic.. even though the lyrics don’t match with my life, they tell such a bitter sweet story.. summer & love.. is there even something better?

tmrw – playing wii at lita’s, watching movies at yasi’s.

19.02. celebrating lil’s bday

20.02. prolly party by lika

26.02. so called preabiparty

27.02. movies at micha’s (????)

soo whats up with all the partying this month..

Today I went to my local korean super market and I bought..

Chapagetti!

Now, using this, we’ll create a nice bowl of yummy Jjajangmyun! :D

This is how the package looks like.

Opening this, we’ll find

Noodles and 3 small packages, containing the powder soup, dried vegetables and oil respectively.

This is the backside. Just follow the direction and you’ll succeed. Warning: I recommend you not to leave 6-7 spoons of water! The less water, the better. More to come.

Now, cook the water!

Then, add the noodles and the dried vegetables.

Let it cook for 5 minutes. Stir occasionally.

After the time’s up, just pour off the water.

Now, this is all there’s left. As you can see I don’t have that much water left. (More water = blander taste)

Now, add the oil and the dark soup powder. It should look similar to this.

Now, stir it! The blackness should be spread fairly.

The outcome should look like this! Yummy!

잘먹겠습니다!

I can’t wait for summer to come.. relaxing in the sun on carefree days.. that’s how my life should be!

I’m so sick of sitting at home, doing nothing.

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I put on my new nail stickers… they are soo cute! precious little blossoms.

Also, i’m in the midst of finishing Invincible Lee Pyung Kang.Not the best drama, but i enjoyed it nonetheless. Not heavily dramatic – i like it! I’m probably going to write a review on it soon..look forward to it.

..and i found my new fave child actress!

her name is kim hwan hee!!! such a cutie.

also, i made a public drama list.. check it out: [ by clicking here ]

An amazing Drama with ratings of almost 50%. That should speak for itself.

I watched it from 4. May 2009 to 07. August 2009. Fell in love with Moon Chae Won here. Beautiful actress, sad that her character was not that nice (but thank God not that evil either) and that she had to cry so much. Her role in My Fair Lady was more to my liking, but that’s later.

All in all, the cast was perfect. The four main characters are well chosen – i like them all. (Han Hyo Joo & Lee Seung Ki were my main impulse for wanting to watch this series). Never heard of Bae Soo Bin before Brilli (as we like to call it) but he’s great! Very handsome, very good acting.

I didn’t realize this drama was that long  (28 episodes), but every minute was worth watching. Strongly recommended!

(The reviews are not in chronological order.)

When you’re singing.. or speaking.. it feels like my heart’s melting………. *-*

I MUST WATCH THESE MOVIES:

in that Baby and I poster he looks kinda like Jo In Sung. :)

oh boy how i wish that the bride you’re waiting for was me..

quality is kind of meh but the lyrics are amazing!

maaaan what’s wrong with me….

Look what we had:

Mandu for starters..

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Bibimbap for me.. okay, not really elegant looking with my chopsticks poking out but delicious!

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And Doenjangguk (?) for my sweetie.. yum :)

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and i finally watched the last episode of Heading to the Ground:

I also finished Swallow the Sun yesterday and IRIS the day before. yeah, i’m quite proud of myself :)

getting to eat korean food tomorrow!! (or today for that matter, cause it’s 0.38am)

sleep tight

She’s so unbelievably cute!! (L) LOVE HER. Hope my daughter will  look exactly like her :D

i was asked to a job interview today. it’s going to be thursday at 10am, but i can’t go since i’ll be at school, so i hope they can give me another chance..

i’m getting my school report tomorrow.. not exactly excited but what shall i do.. my grades are ok more or less..i guess.

gonna shower now. talk to u soon

aand of course school will begin tomorrow as well. i can’t believe i have to wake up at 7am, that’s 6 hours earlier than normal! and i guess i’ll go to bed at around 3 or 4am so i will get around 3-4 hours of sleep? dear goodness.. you can expect dark circles.. :(

but it’s all good………… just believe! :]

so now looking forward to 2010. i will live a new life, hopefully. but i’m scared too.

christmas and new year’s eve were nice, maybe i’ll post pictures too soon.

just ate a bowl.. now i’m stuffed, in a good way. ♥♥

I love love love love it!

& Merry Christmas (L)

bought the last presents today. got a nice little black dress for neso’s engangement party, now officially on january 2nd btw.

and tonight i’m gonna see my sweet laura again :) finallyyyyy, i’m SO looking forward to it. (L)

i’m going to spend christmas eve with my family first, then at jenny’s. on the 25th there’ll be a party at our house and 26th i’m going partying! can’t wait!

that’s it i guess.

it’s paramore, biatch. went to their concert this month and it was amazing!

The Audition – La Rivalita

a very intriguing (difficult word) song.. or maybe it’s just that part..

yesterday J and i visited our friend yasi at her house.. we cooked lasagna, played singstar, watched Schlag den Raab, Das Supertalent and Saw VI, talked all night til we fell asleep at 5am..then woke up at half past 9, talked again and then went swimming.

friday i went clubbing with L and her friend thu and it was quite satisfying..we drank a lot, laughed a lot.. it was quite a lot of fun. :)

it will be xmas soon.. it’s that time of the year again. winter. i dunno whether to laugh or cry cuz nothing’s changed in the past 2 years.. i feel like i’m still standing on the same spot i stood then.. the only difference is me being 19 instead of 17.. how could i waste so much time?

why, why is it so difficult to love me?

perfection isn’t everything. why can’t he see..

damn his ass.

FUCK HIM.

i’m going partying tmrw with my sweetie. forget him. forget everything. :)

by my side, hand in hand
at the sea,
with our feet in the sand
never looking forward,
never looking back
just laying here
and listening to this track

this song you wrote for me
about us being at the sea
it sounds so incredibly sad,
yet, i dont think its so bad

i wish this day would last forever
and that we can be here together
but i know, this has to end
and i hope that one day
my broken heart will mend.

written by vi nguyen/mzvi.

these poems i posted have all been written, like, a year ago? more than that i believe. i’m thinking of starting to write again but it will remind me of him. thought writing these ‘poems’ was something that connected us, but to him it was probably just some bullshit he spend some of his time on.

edit// from a new formed group called Some & Any but i prefer Elif & Nik’s version.

“Love is like the wind. You can’t see it but you can feel it.” – a Walk to Remember

“Love is not two souls finding each other, but one soul finding it’s other half.”

“One day your prince will come… mine just took the wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.”

“If a girl and a guy can remain friends after a break up, it’s either because they’re still in love or they never were.”

“Listen to your heart. Even though it’s on the left side, it’s always right. “

“What the heart knows today the head will understand tomorrow.”

“A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”

“Love isn’t finding the perfect person, its finding the imperfect person perfect.”

some very meaningful quotes.. i think.

i just lay there, but all i want
is to rip off the head of the blonde
why did he cheat, why did he lie?
all i want to say now, is good bye

even though im still in love with him
i cant bear it, its full to the brim
how could he make such a fool out of me?
am i not a person, dont i have a right to be?

he was always coming home late at night
with the lights off, he didnt see how much i cried
waiting and hoping, praying and pleading
and all this time, i’ve been the one bleeding

“i’m tired of this” thats what i said
“pack your stuff now, go ahead.
you dont need to explain
i have gone through enough pain”

written by vi nguyen/mzvi.

this love for him is captivating
until the day, when it turned to hating
i was tied to him, like a slave
it was like digging my own grave

like a lunatic, i was obsessed
didnt notice that i got depressed
he said: “do what you want”
but i knew, that this was all taunt

he was aware, that i was caught
in his claws and that i fought
but it didn’t work,
i was still captured by that jerk

written by vi nguyen/mzvi.

when i found someone to love
i prayed to the skies above
please, please, dont let it end
but when the time came, you went

my heart always told me
be the one you want to be
its difficult to live a lie
so why try to pretend, why?

maybe it wasn’t enough
i was never cool and tough
not your ideal person, right?
but i was always by your side

did you already forget
the time, when we first met?
didn’t think this would be so hard,
that you could rip my heart apart

now everything’s over, i know
but i can’t erase you, i don’t think so
i will always recall the memory
all the times of you and me

written by vi nguyen/mzvi.